It has been too long for something I loved doing, to take a break and only return to see these words that meant so much to me now mean heart break. I feel like I’m gasping for air and I have fallen beneath the surface because I know I will never see you, again. Falling in love and being happy and being able to smile to falling into a deep depression.
I needed you. You were more than a friend, you were my brother and best friend. I know it was wrong but there was a chemistry. I’ve never felt this way in such a forbidden way. Connected souls until it all crashed down with no way to be saved. I cannot function anymore. I’ll always love you